Cat Healing 2

 

Our Christmas Story 

Cat Healing 2

As I wrote in one of my previous blogs, our cat Clyde fell sick on October 30th. My husband and I went through a very intense Halloween weekend with him. It’s Christmas and he is still here with us although it did not look like he would be. He is doing well today. We will stay present and open to all possibilities. He is purring up a storm and it warms our hearts. We felt so grateful to all the healing so far and that Clyde has decided to hang around.

Energy work

I went to work on Clyde right away looking for underlying issues using whatever tool in my toolbox was called up, mostly muscle testing and META-Kinetics. I kept my antennae up and scanned for any other information that could be useful for him. Bach remedies were called upon and were given. MiHealth was also used, a type of scalar energy device, to help him with the acute physical discomfort. I was also giving him Bach remedies as the muscle testing suggested.

Ultrasound scan

When we took him to the vet for second time that week on November 4th, he was also given pain medication. Vet recommended that we take him to an ultrasound scan so we know what we are dealing with. She also suggested that we might think about making the decision to let Clyde go. I swallowed hard when she said that. I knew it might have been a tumor but the vet did not know what was wrong with him at that point yet. I thought that it was a bit premature. Perhaps not. The vet’s experience dealing with cats must have been telling her something. Although I was getting a tumor in his lower abdominal area through my own muscle testing, I agreed with the ultrasound scan the vet recommended. She felt that knowing what is going on for him would make it easier to look after him in the best possible way. I understood. The process of scanning his lower abdomen did not quite go as we hoped for days later. The area I got as a source of the issue couldn’t be scanned as he emptied his bladder before the scan. The doctor doing the scan offered to do another one when he is working at our vet’s office at a later time. We declined as we did not want to put Clyde through the procedure again. Tumor was found in the area between the large and small intestine. The blood tests indicated possible kidney problem or a tumor. I felt that we were dealing with both kidney with urinary track issues and a tumor in intestines. When I told the vet, she said “That would be quite unlikely.” Well some time has passed since that conversation. It seems like we have both. In addition some abnormalities were found in the liver. Over the last month Clyde accepted eating mostly raw food, although he wasn’t completely sold on it over the years. It is now his main source of food. We are pleased about it.

Three set backs

A week later my husband thought that Clyde was all better and he discontinued the evening pain medication dosage. Clyde reacted immediately. I found him in distress the next morning. How that showed was defecating and urinating all over the house. When cats are in pain, they see the litter box as a place that is associated with pain. He was leaving urine and blood stains all over the place. We resumed his pain medication. It was done two more times after that. Each time it proven not to be a good move. After the second setback  we took him back to the vet. He was offered steroids as a last resort. The vet said that cats do surprisingly well on them. Putting Clyde into the stress phase so we could buy more time to work on helping him to health was acceptable to me. Yes there are side effects due to medication however not as bad for cats. The vet said that it will be either a good move for the cat or he won’t take to them. “How will we know?” I asked. “He won’t be eating well.” the vet replied. Clyde ate well and he seemed continuing on his healing journey. He was eating well again. Clyde responded to them really well.

The third setback we experienced when my husband missed the evening pain dosage on December 2nd. I could tell in the morning. The usual signs of stress returned. He was given his pain medication and went back to normal. He was eating really well that day. I observed that he was preferring sitting on the floor in a position that was very alert. I did not see him relaxed and sleeping although he came to sit on my lap any opportunity he got. I made sure that I provided him with a lot of lap time. Clyde started to go sit by the TV on the top of a deflated Mylar balloon. He came to keep us a company as he always does when we went to bed that night. Sometimes he stays the whole night but he usually moves to sleep on our legs or he just leaves. He was purring up a storm that night and over all it felt to us that he recovered from the third setback.

I did another META-Kinetics session for him that afternoon…I found the secondary gains.

Thursday, December 3rd was hard. We found Clyde not looking very good even though he was given the pain medication and steroids. He refused to eat for the first time since November 1st. He wasn’t eager to take his steroid dosage but eventually he did. We gave him the pain medication and some of his favorite cookies. He did not touch them. That was a hugely telling sign that he isn’t doing well. Clyde was on steroids, although the dosage was halved that week as vet suggested. We had not missed the pain medication dosage the previous day. One minute I saw Clyde walking towards the litter box after we gave him the dosages. The next minute we couldn’t find him. I had to change the shirt and the bra I just put on because it was soaked. Clyde was leaking urine and he wasn’t able to keep clean. The familiar smell of a very sick cat I remembered when our previous cat Middy got sick overwhelmed me. My heart sank into my stomach. “I don’t know how much we can do love,” I said to my husband. We found Clyde wedged at the top end under our bed.

Tough decisions made easier

We had a tough hour. We needed to get clear and very tuned into Clyde’s body field. My husband is an excellent surrogate. I wanted the answers to come through his body. I could have tested it myself. I preferred having both of our fields being involved so the answers were less open to influence. There wasn’t much that could be done for him. Clyde was in pain. How long is this going to be tolerated. I asked what day would be in Clyde’s highest interest to go back to the vet. We got Saturday. “Who will make the call?”, I asked. “Would you like me to call?” “No I will”, my husband replied. “Would you like to ask for a vacation day?”” No, I want to stay busy.” , he said. He was scheduled to work the afternoon shift until Sunday. During our communication with Clyde through my husband we got that Clyde did not want to be in pain. I wanted to know if we should keep him at home until his moment of transition will take place. We were told that his spirit has made the choice and his physical body is also ready to leave. The next day we decided not to take him back to the vet and allow him to pass on at home.

Coming to full grips with the reality of the answers we received was hard, however it freed us from obsessive thinking about making that decision. Although we have been close to making this call as suggested by the vet a few times, I have to say that the decision has not been as close for me as at that moment. I left the house to retrieve our car from having a routine service done right after. Interacting with people and not sharing where my mind was seemed easier than I would have imagined. I even had a numerology conversation with the lady that picked me up to take me back to get the vehicle. The need to share my pain just wasn’t there.

One more go

Upon the return and with my mind free of thoughts of wanting so much for Clyde to heal, I went to lie down with him. He was under the bed. I imagined him on top of my chest as he laid with me the night before looking into my eyes. I was working with his energy field. I gathered all the energy that had damaging information attached to it and I pulled it out through his kidneys. I did the left kidney first, then the right one. The energy shifted considerably. I held miHealth running on my chest to aid this removal. I then went to get some help. I called the cat we lost 10 years ago to help. I asked for permission of an animal communicator I know to assist. I brought a couple more people who agreed to come in and help with the surgery. I saw all of them in an operating room. It truly looked like a real surgery. The picture changed after a short while. The session lasted 13 minutes. All of them disappeared from the vision I saw. The cats were the only ones left. They were playing in the tall green grass running and enjoying themselves. “Wait Clyde what does this mean? Are you leaving? Or are you coming back to your body?”. “You will have to wait and see”, he indicated. At that moment I heard Clyde start moving under the bed. Of course I was curious what his choice was, but I stayed with the state of mind I entered before this session.

I surrendered to the fact that Clyde will be leaving us. I will be more than happy if he stays, but I surrendered to the position of an observer regarding this call. There was nothing that I was clinging to anymore. None of the beliefs that Clyde can heal. It was his choice from the very beginning. I honored all the people who came forward to offer healing and medicine for him. I was happy to relax into my role of being just his human mommy. After the surrender earlier in the afternoon, it was much easier for me to cry and feel the heartache of not having Clyde in my life and seeing him every day. I caught myself grieving him and yet he was still hiding under my bed. Somehow I felt that it was important to disentangle myself from the role of the healer as well of the role of his mommy that would interfere with Clyde’s healing process. Such a process might not always be important for the physical body. On a spiritual level such healing is so very important for all three of us. My husband and I know that he isn’t going anywhere. He will be always with us, just like our previous cat. It was my husband’s wish that he expressed the next day to let him peacefully pass on at home. We did not make the call to the vet for him to be put down. Although doing that seemed a humane move, I agreed.

It looks like we had a miracle

After the psychic surgery, Clyde was still wedged in the corner under our bed. Around 10 PM was the time for his pain medication. We have 4 large storage boxes under the bed. I removed the two of them so I could reach him. I cleaned the floor under the bed as he laid in urine and I knew I couldn’t let that go on. He moved himself between the other two boxes and rested on Christmas wrapping rolls. I could reach there, wash him a bit and give him his pain medication. My husband arrived from work and we both laid next to Clyde. He took a bit of water through the syringe. I stepped out for 10 minutes. When I came back my husband told me that he walked to the litter box and to his water dish, but he had difficulties going to the litter box so he relieved himself on the mat in front. He came back to our bedroom and tried to jump on the bed. It was a difficult task for him but he pulled himself up. So we put sheets on top of the bed spread. We decided to sleep next to him on the top of the bed spread. Clyde showed signs of improvement and I thought that he will pull through. For 24 hours he did not sleep much. Sitting up in a crouched position and just looking around he had no rest. I was also happy to be able to give him a wash. That night he put his head down and slept with us. Twice he tried to jump off the bed and go to litter box. He tumbled off the bed weak from not eating or drinking. My husband brought him back. The third time we were woken up with Clyde going into convulsions trying to throw up. There was not much there. 

Friday, December 4 2015

What a turn around. Although very weak, Clyde stayed dry and started to make it into the litter box that day. He moved his body close to water dishes we placed all around the house but he wouldn’t drink. We got some water into him using syringe. He took his pain medication and his steroid and went under the bed. A while later I decided to check on him. Are you leaving or are you staying? He might be staying I thought to myself. I just need him to start eating.

I did the same thing as the day before. I worked on the picture of him resting on my chest. I worked on his energy body. I used Advanced Clearing Energetics this time. When I worked on the ancestral epigenetic imprints, all the sudden I saw Clyde getting smaller and smaller. He regressed into a cat fetus. He appeared in my vision shortly after the healing in our old apartment where we welcomed our previous cat Middy into our hearts. This time instead of her being the crazy kitty cat and running around, Clyde was having a time of his life. He needed to start eating so I brought his mommy in to give him milk. I also connected him as a kitten to our family. He had a rough life before he came to us 8 years ago. When my husband came home a while later, the first thing he said to me was “Why don’t we give him some milk?”. Duh, I missed that. Clyde gets milk once in a while. Not only he took to drinking the milk right away he now demands it daily. We know that milk fat isn’t good for him so he only gets 1% milk.

Why Saturday and why to wait?

Now I know. First of all we made a decision for him to die at home and not to take him to the vet. As I let go of all my expectations his healing session on Thursday evening was amazing. I asked him if he is leaving of staying and he wouldn’t tell me in the Matrix Reimprinting session. I asked him again the next day when he started to move around, he started to drink and use litter box. 

Going through the crisis with Clyde just days prior to this session and coming out of it with such a miraculous result gave me confidence, courage and humility. I had given up that anyone can do more for Clyde and his physical body. However I did not give up healing on a spiritual level. That alone was guiding me to do more healing on him even though the decision to let him go was made prior to the session that changed it all for the better.

My husband and I are so thrilled that he was with us this Christmas and doing rather well. I will continue asking what is the next best step on his healing journey.

Vera is the META-Health and META-Kinetics Coach among other healing arts she uses.

She works with energy and information to get to the root cause of health and wellness issues.